These thoughts are bugging me..

“is everything now too good to be true?” is it? is this happy,peaceful,secure feeling is too good to be true? i’m very happy right now.. im scared that it will be ruined.. can i just stay this way? am i thinking too much again like usual? and im also very happy that she is out of the picture for good now.. no more approaching in msn, no more irritating writings in fb, no more of HER! i hope she just stay away like this foreverrrr!

Another thing: I m certainly scared of the future.. i don’t know what i want to do in my life.. work? i don’t have that passion to work like my other friends.. unlike my other friends, i don’t have a dream job that is reachable.. i don’t know what i can do.. if u want to know my dream job it’s to work for VOGUE! which is IMPOSSIBLE! – -” see i really don’t have a path yet.. this is bad.. very bad.. and im graduating soon (if everything goes well *crossed fingers*)..

ehmm so yeah.. those are the thoughts..

late post?

hellow? sorry for the very late post..

ehmm what can i say? alot of things happened..

well.. there are some good and bad things that happened to me this month.. i wont say the bad things cause i want to erase it from my mind, i dont want to remember.. the good things are my mid-sem test macro turns out to be very good! soooo happy! thrilled! got perfect mark for part B (OMG riteee? my work really paid off!! HAHA), i went to Beyonce’s concert (15/09/09) in rod laver arena, she’s perfectttttt loved the show very very much..and im in love with her songs!, i went out with my highschool friends, had dinner together @koko restaurant and seoulia, and yesterday was VIP nite at Chadstone!! nice isnt it? i bought many things for myself as a present..huahahhaa.. everything completes my day..

but today the weather isnt supporting at all! hate it.. it was very sunny yesterday, but it changed drastically today.. hate melbourne..! today’s weather made me moody too, it rained all day for god sake..! all my clothes are wet and soggy.. grrrrrrr…. !

till the next post, cyaaaa

friday..saturday..sunday..

friday: I went to an event with Hendy. it’s an event held by church, IPC.. well i didnt know until i got there.. it’s a christian church.. the event was quite interesting and fun.. loved the music by hillsong.. We went there because hendy’s family from Brisbane came to Melbourne, so yeah we went there to see them.. their daughter’s name is Kathlyn, she’s 5 years old, she is very cute and brave.. and her parents looked so youngggg to be a parent.. i guess nowadays parents looked young and it is normal.. i wonder if one day i become a parent, what do people think? huahahha.. that’s unimportant, overall the event is fun! hehe.. after we said goodbyes to them, we went for a dinner “22mnths supper” at A1.. =p we were very hungry at the time, so we chose anything that is still open and hendy chose A1.. so yeah that’s friday till saturday midnite..

Saturday:ehm.. i woke up like 12/1 pm, im not sure.. i was tired and exhausted.. me and hendy had lunch at crown.. and then at about 6PM, i went to Ramen Ya with Fiona and Amelia. Amelia was singing in Ramen ya with the Band called 69! it was very superb!! love love it.. we stayed there until about 9PM.. after that we all decided to go to crown to see a movie, Pelham 123..This movie is highly recommended people! it’s a very good movie!! oh yeah.. we took photos at Ramen ya.. so here they are..

@ramen ya (29/08/09)

candid?

Sunday: nothing much actually.. i went to St.Francis church with hendy.. and then had dinner with nora, amel, n fiona at Hwaro, Korean BBQ.. deliciousssss..!! ^^

and yeah.. that’s my weekend!! till the next post.. cyaaaa <3

here in your arms..

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are;
here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips,
Can touch;
here.

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers “Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly.”
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there’s no place else I could be but here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep;
Here.

Our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips,
Can touch;
here

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers “Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly.”
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there’s no place else I could be but here in your arms.

Our lips,
Can touch…
Our lips,
Can touch;
here.

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers “Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly.”
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there’s no place else I could be but here in your…

Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers “Hello, I´ve missed you quite… missed you quite.”
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there’s no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms
Than here in your arms

by hellogoodbye..such a nice song! loving it so much..

do i spark ur attention like a firefly??

It’s tulips and it’s daisies
ur favorite flowers lately
You think that I ain’t listening, but you know I do
With your two lips on me baby
My head starts getting dazey
Don’t give me a flower
What I want is you

It happened on the day you put your hand in mine
You went up to my head just like a glass of wine
girl, you spark my attention like a firefly
And make me happy to be alive

You move into a room like
Summer breeze at noon time
Baby, out of nine, I’d give you ten
Your love is like an ocean
Surf and spray in motion
Baby, I’m a diver and I love to swim

These are just simple words of mine
And though most of what I feel is hard to rhyme
Ain’t it good to know your boy gave it a try? o a try
It’d take a thousand colors just to paint your eyes
Like saving grace, they raise me up to paradise
This ain’t opinion, it’s consensus from my heart and mind
You make me happy to be alive

-Firefly by Jimmy Needham-

ski trip..

these are the photos guys..! enjoy..

thursday, 20/08/09

ehm.. uda lama ya ga post blog.. haha.. uda jamuran ni blog..

well.. uda week ke 4 skrng en ampir week 5.. huhu.. seram! uda maw mid-sem test ni.. sialan.. and im not ready for it! shit la!hate u macroeconomics.. untung ini uda trakhir dr subject2 econs laennya.. smoga kali ini dapet bgs sbagai yg trakhir.. hihihi.. doain de.. trus slaen ada mid sem test.. gwe ada byk assgnments! stress! huhuhu.. week 5 tuh ada 2 assgnments and 2 test kcil! bayangin! maw nangis de ah.. sbel.. trus ada jap presentation lagi lg! lemes dah.. pasti grogi lg de.. bodo de cuma 5 persen ini.. yg penting lewat tar..

hari ini gwe slesai jem 2an gt.. trus slesain composition jap gwe buat test next tuesday trus uda sls dicek tmen jap gwe, izumi.. (baek abs tmen gwe satu ini.. slalu bantuin gwe sama jap gwe.. im in debt to her seriously..thankyou thankyou bgt de) trus abs itu gwe k city maw ktm amel.. then we got our anti cervical cancer injections.. sakit bow! ngilu td aja gwe ga brani liat dkternya tusuk tgn gwe..sereeemmmm.. well that’s our first injection, we still have 2 more to go in around 4 months.. abs itu makan mlm di daejanggeum be2 sama amel..

oh iya maren ini g sempet brantem gt sama h.. dy rese si egois grrrr cowo tuh ya.. anehh otaknya.. hot n cold bgt! kyk lagunya katy perry bgt! sebel bkin stress kdang2.. brrrrrrr.. and his despo genit ex yg diindo kelaut aja de..najis tu org..ganggu2in cowo org mulu..gataumalubgtsih..masibisamanggil2lagihdimsn..bngunghrsdigimanainlgtuhcewe..*geleng2*

capek de kl ngmngin ex ny dy.. bs abs kali word countnya dsini..huahaha.. lebay abis ya.. well..anyway..this semester kykny bkl sucks..bkl busy..en h jg sok busy ndiri jg..nyebelin..! watever dah.. uda gt aja.. dagh! hrs bljr dlu.. hehehe..

One last battle..(crossed fingers)

hey evryone! I’m back in melbourne.. I arrived on the 26th of july and started uni on the 27th of july.. Sad isnt it? How come holiday went by so fast! I hate it.. I wish i could spend more time in indoo.. And have fun.. But yeah i have to face this one last semester in order to graduate! I really hope that i will do better this sem and graduate with the biggest smile and make my parents proud of course.. Well, i started my first week of uni already.. It’s still relaxing but im guessing ill be busy in the future.. but u know what, ive got my mondays off! Yippeee.. Friday wouldve been better though, oh well.. Cant do anything bout it now.. All my classes are fixed..

Anyway, yesterday i went to dae jang geum for dinner with my sis and ninie.. And then we went to watch “My sister’s keeper” too at hoyts, melb central.. Omg! This movie is so damn sad and depressing.. We all cried during the movie! Lucky, i brought many tissues.. I tried not to cry but i cant! It is soooo sadddddddd.. T.T but nevertheless this movie is highly recommended! You guys should watch it too and experience this highly emotional movie.. Hehe..

Well i think thats about it for today.. Later im going for a dinner at crown with my lil sis.. Cya..

YAY!!

i’m so happy today! hehehehehehheehhe.. today i went to grand indonesia to meet dhyani and sivali.. i havent seen dayak for sooo longgg… ^^ it was a fun and happy day.. we ate lunch at Soho and then grab some sour sally and then we watched “BLOOD” at Blitz.. it wasnt soo good though.. not recommended if you guys want to watch it.. boring,lame, and sucks.. anyway.. we talked and laughed alot.. and the best part was seeing my results! im so happy and relieved! i passed this semester with good marks.. my effort wasnt a waste afterall.. that’s what makes me so happy! YAYYYYY!! what a day right?!! hahahahahaHAHAHAHA.. LOL  sooo yeah.. one more semester to goo for me until graduation! im gonna work hard next semester and graduate with a smile! =)

cheers.. nitey nite..

…………..

i really cant believe that MJ is gone.. =( he will be truly missed by everyone around the world!

after seeing one of his concert in Budapest held a long time ago.. he’s AMAZING! what a performer..! i dont think anyone can replace him ever.. he is the BEST of all time..his songs are all good as well.. i actually bought his album today.. love all the songs..!!and btw i was shocked today when my auncle told me that American idol’s randy jackson is actually Michael’s little bro! OMG rite?!  i mean there’s no resemblence between them! yeah anyway.. loved MJ’s songs now.. especially “i just cant stop loving you”! love it !!!

btw.. im in jkt rite now.. loving jkt soooo muchhhhh.. and i had alot of yogurts in here.. especially SOUR SALLY!.. i could eat twice to three times a day of yogurt! so crazy yeahhh?! well actually i had three medium cups of sour sally today.. LOL!

i want to tell you guys.. that i had enough of “her” seriously she needs to stop! cant she just get her own lifeee?! damn it!HATE HERRRRR! aarrrgghhh.. feels like screaming to her to stoppp pretending to be sooooo weakkk! GEEZ!!